the last two weeks have been quite hard. i broke up with miguel two weeks ago because i couldn't see us working out in the future because of our religious differences. i am seventh-day adventist & he is catholic. it was a really difficult two weeks as we both still loved each other & i left miguel heartbroken. i felt terrible :( he wasn't expecting it at all. i made a mistake by not talking through things with him. i am finding that i am not good at making big decisions under pressure. through the the past two weeks we talked on & off & tried to make things work between us. i prayed a lot about us & miguel has such a big heart & was very patient with me while we talked things out, giving me time to understand myself better. this week we made the decision to get back together & i feel so unbelievably loved by miguel & confident & content about the two of us. although we are still healing through the roughness of this, i also feel that we are growing even closer together. i love him & when he was away from me it was as if something was missing from me.