although he was not my brother by blood, he was part of my family. & honestly i can't put into words how i feel just yet. it's a mix of so many emotions. but now i feel like i have a hole in my heart where he was. but day by day it's starting to get better. i actually started this post 5 days ago, but i couldn't finish it. but today i felt like i was finally ready to tell you about it. i just needed someone to listen. thanks : )
cameron bought me my diana f+ camera & i plan to use much more often. every time i do, i'll think of him : )
i'll be replying to all of your comments soon : ) it's been a while & i'm ready to get back to blogging.